Only those who know me will understand this blog...
Why is it we are dealt the cards we are dealt..Ã,¦.We create our own destiny right?Well that is what we are supposed to believ...It's weird.How do we know if there is a lesson here or a step forward lol or backwards? What is a person to do.From experience people say what ever they can to get something they want. Is there really other people out there that don't believe in hurting others to get ahead?And if every single person you ever trusted hurt you would you keep trusting people.Would you allow yourself to get close to others?Can you trust again?Why, why not? What makes it easier for one person to forget and try again but for others it is impossible to forget or try again?
Ever heard that sayingTEAM - Together Everyone Achieves MoreSomeone just reminded me of it the other day and you know I really believe that but is there anyone out there that does too lol.And even if they say they do, do they really mean it.There's no way of truly knowing if someone means what they say.So do you stick to your old ways cause they have always been safe and secure or try thinking differently.
How many times do I have to try to tell you That I'm sorry for the things I've done But when I start to try to tell you That's when you have to tell me Hey... this kind of trouble's only just begun I tell myself too many times Why don't you ever learn to keep your big mouth shut That's why it hurts so bad to hear the words That keep on falling from your mouth Falling from your mouth Falling from your mouth Tell me... Why Why
I may be mad I may be blind I may be viciously unkind But I can still read what you're thinking And I've heard it said too many times That you'd be better off Besides... Why can't you see this boat is sinking (this boat is sinking this boat is sinking) Let's go down to the water's edge we can cast away those doubts Some things are better left unsaid But they still turn me inside out Turning inside out turning inside out Tell me... Why Tell me... Why
This is the book I never read These are the words I never said This is the path I'll never tread These are the dreams I'll dream instead This is the joy that's seldom spread These are the tears... The tears we shed This is the fear This is the dread These are the contents of my head And these are the years that we have spent And this is what they represent And this is how I feel Do you know how I feel 'cause i don't think you know how I feel I don't think you know what I feel I don't think you know what I fear You don't know what I fear