I made 3 separate posts tonight so I could post 2 of my favorite poems. It's not very often that I really like a poem or a short story but I love these 2. Especially the one titled...To My sub. It really reminds me of someone. He is my favorite sub. The way he looks at me drives me crazy. He shakes and quivers for my touch just as I do for his. It is subs like him that made me change the way I see submission. It is the MOST sensual form of play. Giving someone you love and trust complete control is incredible...whether you are a Domme taking control or the sub giving it up. Having a man on his knees, tied up or just teased to the point of driving him mad is amazing. You can't help but feel the strong energy in the room. It is intoxicating. There is no possible way you can help getting turned on by what happens. This sub I am referring to, from the moment he walks in I feel that intense feeling. It is him that emits the emotions in the air. In his eyes, his touch, his trembles. Every thing I do drives him wild. No words need to be said, just the touch of my hand and his response creates mad passion in the room you cannot feel with most people. I thank him for showing that to me!!!!!!!
Now I have also learned switching the role is something I need. I myself cannot handle the pain most submissives long for. I long for something different. To be punished but not by pain. I truly enjoy releasing any negative energy with role play. Rough sex, verbal humiliation to a degree and giving up control. I have only found a few people that I can be submissive with and honestly haven't found someone I can fully get into it with. It is so hard to really know someone enough to let those fears go. Maybe one day ;) I could so go on about this area but just not in my blog ;)
I always wonder....When I do retire from this career what will my life be like. Especially the sexual relationship area lol. Will I still be able to have the same type of sex that I have now...or will it be more vanilla...or more exciting? Is there someone out there I am fully compatible with sexually lol. There's not very many male switches out there hehehehe. I figure oh well such is life and enjoy the ride while it lasts. LOL
Thats not the beginning of the end Thats the return to yourself The return to innocence. Love - devotion Feeling - emotion . Love - devotion Feeling - emotion . Dont be afraid to be weak Dont be too proud to be strong Just look into your heart my friend That will be the return to yourself The return to innocence . If you want, then start to laugh If you must, then start to cry Be yourself dont hide Just believe in destiny . Dont care what people say Just follow your own way Dont give up and use the chance To return to innocence . Thats not the beginning of the end Thats the return to yourself The return to innocence . Dont care what people say Follow just your own way Follow just your own way Dont give up, dont give up To return, to return to innocence. If you want then laugh If you must then cry Be yourself dont hide Just believe in destiny.
