I have a longing need that is not being fulfilled. It is something deep inside that needs to be released. There are only a rare few that can make this release happen. That can push those limits and allow that specific energy to flow. How do I tell you about it without actually telling everyone what it is.
This need is something that only needs to be satisfied on occasion. Remembering what happens keeps me feeling stress free and on top of the world. For weeks after the thoughts running through my mind send shivers through my body and make my muscles tighten. I have not had that feeling in soooo long. I need to feel it again. Be there again!! In that magical euphoric place where I am your puppet on a string and I melt with every word you speak. Strong hands keep me in place and every naughty thing I have done is confessed, released and set free.
Will anyone read this and understand what I mean? I wonder lol. I have told a few people about this need that I have but it seems because it involves pushing limits some are not sure. Yes the idea is a huge turn on but not something everyone can do and mean it.
Well I am off to bed. I had a wonderful day and can't wait to sleep and dream about more good days to come!!!!
xoxoxoxo
Des
Every action made awaits your approval
And everytime I act out I think of you.
I see your beautiful face
And hear your strong reassuring voice.
I come to you because I look up to you
Because you make me feel new.
You are my judge and jury
I only care what you think.
I look at you for your acceptance
For punishment and freedom.
It is you who decides my fate
In this moment only what you say matters.
When you are finished with me
I am drained and tired, no longer hurt and scared.
You take everything out of me
Leaving only the feeling of your hand.
You do it so I will remember
Even though you know I will never forget.
That feeling is my security
You are always there.
I don't need to hear your voice
Or feel your firm touch.
I can feel you everytime I touch my chest
And I see you when I close my eyes.
Thank you for making me feel whole
Thank you for releasing me.
Sexual Healing - Marvin Gaye
Ooh, now let's get down tonight
Baby I'm hot just like an oven
I need some lovin'
And baby, I can't hold it much longer
It's getting stronger and stronger
And when I get that feeling
I want Sexual Healing
Sexual Healing, oh baby
Makes me feel so fine
Helps to relieve my mind
Sexual Healing baby, is good for me
Sexual Healing is something that's good for me
Whenever blue tear drops are falling
And my emotional stability is leaving me
There is something I can do
I can get on the telephone and call you up baby, and
Honey I know you'll be there to relieve me
The love you give to me will free me
If you don't know the things you're dealing
I can tell you, darling, that it's Sexual Healing
Get up, Get up, Get up, Get up, let's make love tonight
Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, Wake up, 'cos you do it right
Baby I got sick this morning
A sea was storming inside of me
Baby I think I'm capsizing
The waves are rising and rising
And when I get that feeling
I want Sexual Healing
Sexual Healing is good for me
Makes me feel so fine, it's such a rush
Helps to relieve the mind, and it's good for us
Sexual Healing, baby, is good for me
Sexual Healing is something that's good for me
And it's good for me and it's good to me
My baby ohhh
Come take control, just grab a hold
Of my body and mind soon we'll be making it
Honey, oh we're feeling fine
You're my medicine open up and let me in
Darling, you're so great
I can't wait for you to operate
I can't wait for you to operate
When I get this feeling, I need Sexual Healing
