OK So I really thought if I was positive and set out what I wanted it would come to me. I took a risk and it did not work out. Well maybe it just did not work out in the time frame I wanted it to or maybe it wasn't the right time.
I am a bit disappointed because I made some investments which did not come back to me and because it's so hard to take risks in the first place it's sad when it doesn't work out. All I know is I will continue to be positive and continue to realize my goals and dreams it just might take a little more time than I had originally anticipated.
I have returned to CAF for a short while and honestly it was a hard decision to come back. There were many reasons why I stopped posting but ultimately I made my decision to come back based on the fact that no matter what happens I have MANY Friends who will support me.
For me transitioning is so hard. Something always seems to happen but I am going to keep trying to move forward!!! What don't kill you makes you more strong!!!!!! SOOOOO....I guess I just need some support from my friends right now...The real world makes Des feel really insecure in so many ways.
SO for now instead of trying to leave and make things happen I will stay for a while longer and keep trying to succeed. I just can't do it alone and I can't leave just yet.
That's about all I want to say on my blog ;) Any of my close Friends are more then welcome to message me to talk.
You rise, you fall, your down, then you rise again
What don't kill you make you more strong
You rise, you fall, your down, then you rise again
What don't kill you make you more strong
Rise, fall, down, rise again
What don't kill you make you more strong
Rise, fall, down, rise again
What don't kill you make you more strong
Through black days
Through black nights
Through pitch black insights
Breaking your teeth on the hard life coming
Show your scars
Cutting your feet on the hard earth running
Show your scars
Breaking your life
Broken, beat and scarred
But we die hard
The dawn, the death, the fight to the final breath
What don't kill you make you more strong
The dawn, the death, the fight to the final breath
What don't kill you make you more strong
Dawn, death, fight, final breath
What don't kill you make you more strong
Dawn, death, fight, final breath
What don't kill you make you more strong
They scratched me
They scraped me
They cut and rape me
Breaking your teeth on the hard life coming
Show your scars
Cutting your feet on the hard earth running
Show your scars
Breaking your life
Broken, beat and scarred
But we die hard
Breaking your teeth on the hard life coming
Show your scars
Cutting your feet on the hard earth running
Show your scars
Braiding your soul in a hard luck story
Show your scars
Spilling your blood in a hot suns foray
Show your scars
Breaking your life
Broken, beat and scarred
We die hard
