"So important to be conscious and kind everyday
for we can not see around the corner and words once spoken can not be
unspoken!"
It's amazing how I am taught lessons lol. It seems for me, I search for an answer forever and never find it, so I go ahead and make a decision then something like the above saying gets presented to me.
To the person that I recently said some very mean things to.....I did not know what else to say to make you understand what you had done to me. I honestly did not mean anything I said. I said all of those things so you would stop doing what you were doing. Even though I still feel you deserved what I said, I did not have the right to say those things. It is not my place to teach anyone a lesson. And I know better. I acted in a moment of pain. I was so upset I had to stop driving and calm down. I was so hurt and I just wanted it to be the last time you ever hurt me.
I am truly sorry and I feel horrible!!!! Just because you were mean to me, it did not give me the right to be mean to you!! I am not like that!!! I am not mean and I have felt so bad since I said those things to you. I really am sorry!!!!
I promise myself I will never do that again. Even though I thought before I said things I did not mean. I will remember that I cannot take back what I say, I will remember how I feel right now and I know it wont happen again!!!
THe words I have spoken cannot be unspoken!!!
I AM SOOOOOOO SORRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Take care SS....I did love you, I still love you....But I will never allow you to break my spirit again!!!!
